I WENT TO SINGAPORE FOOD EXPO 2009!

It's damn crowded can.
Squeeze squeeze squeeze. Squeeze till i feel like fainting. =.=''
Seriously!

The things they sell there have massive discount.
The coffees, breads, biscuits, etc.
But the cooked food there, damn expensive. lol.
I rather go Pasar Malam to buy lo.
Come on!
Those Crispy Chicken that you normally see at pasar malam, they sell it for $4 there!
Pasar malam only sells it at $3.60?
But there's this stall, the otah-otah is damn nice.
$2 for 7 only, considered cheap too.
I'll recommand that, and only that. Haha.

And, i went to John Little sale too.
Wah. All those heels. OMG. Damn cheap and pretty.
Only if I'm not so poor, I bet i will sweep every single thing into my shopping bag.
The torture of being able to see but not being able to buy... =((
Can dieeeeeeeeeeeee!!!!!

Money money money.
Drop from sky please?!

Hah.
Now i realise.
You wanna success, you must be ruthless.
You need to be a hyprocrite.
You need to bootlick.
You need to suck up to people who are better.
You must think highly of yourself although you're too low to be mentioned.
You must be arrogant too.
You must act cute occassionally.
Then you will succeed.
It has been proven when i attended the graduation ceremony.
Haha.

I took sleeping pill the night before, and yesterday when i woke up, it's the best feeling I've ever felt for the past one or two years.
And for the whole day, I felt so different.

I don't feel lonely when I'm alone.
I don't snap.
I feel happier.

And i thought that today will be the same.
But it's not.
=((
Life just sucks to the core.

Why?
Why good things doesn't last?
Maybe I don't deserve to feel happy.
This is my life.

Hello people.
Let me show you my auntie photo.

HAHA.
And his uncle photo.

LOL.

I attended his graduation.
He's smiling like nobody's business when it's his turn to receive his scroll box.
Damn funny.
haha.
Only if his session wasn't the same with those damn DMAT ones, I think i will be happier.

What is it that makes you wanna be alive?

Money?
People?

What if the thing that you live for is gone?
Will you still want to be alive?
Life is a torture.

I'm suppose to...

1) Go to the library to find books on leadership and Steve Jobs.
2) Do my marketing assignment.
3) Do my management assignment; 1000 words!
4) Bathe. HAHA.
5) Brush my teeth too. LOL!

But...............................

I FEEL LAZY!

See what my boy bought for me!

I was looking at this wallet for a few months alright. And finally! I got it!
At a sale somemore leh.

It's beautiful Saturday.
Me and boy train-ed all the way down to Clementi to go to the Clementi Bookstore to find my Econs book. But they were OOS. =( Wasted trip la!

So anyway, we continue with our plan to go to the new shopping mall at Bugis.
And i seriously won't recommend people to specially make a trip there. Cuz there's practically nothing. lol.

The mall's opened with only like 50% of the shops open.
Soooooooooooooooooooooooo amazing.
Tsk.

I think, the only attractiveness about the mall is the new cinema and the super big arcade.
You know the machine that catches the soft toy there, instead of soft toy, they have weighing machine!
Wah. I see who can catch them ah.

Oh. And i met Sen Rong and Yong Han at Bugis Junction.
Haha.
That couple. lol.
Remember how loving they are back in school?
You wanna find one of them, just look out for either one.

HAA.
Anyway, we're at Bugis Junction when I see the SALE board outside Guess.
So i dragged my boy into the shop and surprisingly, saw the wallet i want on sale too.
Originally the price for the wallet is around $60 or $70 i guess.
But i bought it at only $39.90!
Cheap hor?
But being cheap has a price to pay.
The Guess logo has some scratches, minor ones la.
Heh. But I don't care.
After using for sometime, the logo for sure will have scratches what.
So, boy boy bought it for me!

Happy happy happy happy!

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Pet Society has this Pipa at the Luxury Shop!!
I want it! But not enough gold. =((

My boy, waiting to play with my Kazaa. lol

O.0 suddenly i become sooooooooooooooo fair.

I hid under my comforter, seeking comfort.
I feel cold, not that the weather is cold.
I can sense the coldness in me, in my heart.
The place where my heart is.

The sun is shinning bright, but my world seem dark.
Birds are chirping happily, but my eyes are wet.
Rays of light reach every single corner, except where I am.

The morning is so great; warm, bright, cheerful.
I can sense them.
But i can't feel them.
All i can feel is cold, dark and sad.



Is this what life is all about?



The world has abandoned me.
I smiled.
For i am free to go.

The back of my head hurt super badly.
As if it's swollen.

I think i bang my head while sleeping.
=.=''

These few nights, i kept dreaming about wuwu. lol.
GHOST LA.
I have no idea why too.
Sometimes it wake me up in cold sweat, my heart thumping as if it's damn loud till it echoed in my room.
Sometimes, just like yesterday night, it din't wake me up feeling fear.
Cuz the ghost in my dream was being playful and playing with me.

oh.
I don't like those dreams.
It freaks me out.

10 May 2009, Mother's Day and also my mother's birthday.

Boy boy, me, Kenneth and Yvonne.
We went out super early, at around 11am? To go to Tampines One to get a birthday/mother's day cake for my mum.
We got durian cake from Emicake.
Then off to Long John Silver for breakfast.

Back at home, there's a lil hipcup.
I think depression is falling hard on me.
Anyway, it's soon over.

Me and boyboy go visit his mum afterwards.
And on the way, boyboy keeps thinking about something. Haha.
Whether to buy or not to buy????????????
Heh. Heh.

We walked a long way before reaching his mum's place. Damn long.
Pass by those longkang, pass by smelly area, pass by those old estates.
We din't stay for long.
Cuz we have a secret mission. HAHA.

After leaving his mum's place, we walked out to take cab.
There's this old old old pervert, walk near me, look at me and say 'Wow, hao mei'.
=.=''
And you guess what my boy do?
He asked me what he say. And when i told him, he laughed.
So stupid.

Don't care about that stupid old pervert.
We cabbed down to Tampines!

Carried out our secret mission, and then took a bus to meet the rest of the family for the birthday dinner.


So, do you know what exactly is that thing that makes us soooooo excited?
=DDD
*GRIN*

TADA!

See my boy. So happy. Haha.
Use the box cover his neh neh and belly also. HAHA. =X

It's Monopoly!
Here and Now : The World Edition!

Eh, original one ok! It cost $79.90 for goodness sake.
Not some cheap Pasar Malam Monopoly.
lol.

The special thing about this version is that it has this electronic banking unit!
Like a NETS machine.
So cool lor.
No more money flying around.
No more lousy crumpled money.
It's all electronic!



The opening ceremony. Haha.
I know. Super lame.


The first ray of light entering the box!!! WOOO.
Super super super lame. Hahaha.


This is it! The amazing banking unit!
Damn cool lor. Never ever thought that monopoly would come out with something like that.

My boy reading the manual / guide.

He forgot to cover his neh neh and belly. =X hee hee.

Kenneth, showing that stupid face.
The kids are the ones that get really excited.
The moment we step home, they immediately ask whether we can start playing the monopoly.
Haha.
Kids are kids afterall.

The houses and hotels are damn cool i tell you.
They have different designs unlike the old usual Monopoly!
There's modern houses, japanese houses, those round huts and etc.
For hotels, there's different design too k.

The board.
They have London, Barcelona, Istanbul, Tokyo, Taiwan, etc etc etc.

And wow, you pass go, you collect 2m.
Only if it's real in real life.
Then i will be super rich!

Yes. I want my 2m.

=D

7 May 2009, we've been together for a year and four months.

I have school on that day (it's damn Economics again), and my boy came to fetch me.
He always do, whenever i have classes.
He says that the road down my school is so dark and dangerous, and he must come and fetch me.

HAHA. He's drooling!
Hahahahahaha. SO CUTE can!

My tongue longer la! =P

Haha. HAHAHAHHA. Act retard. =.=''

What is this suppose to mean ah? lol.

Anyway, we're thinking of where to go for dinner. And sadly, we have only $2 to $3 cash available. Scream pathetic now.
So we're squeezing our brain hard hard hard, thinking of where we can go for dinner with that pathetic amount of money, or places that accept credit card.
It's around 10 plus going 11 already.
Boy kept saying that at that time, there's no place that will accept credit card and we'll have to settle for maggi mee! =((
I don't care lo. I wanna eat a decent dinner.
So i think think think think think, squeeze squeeze squeeze squeeze, think think think think think hard again.
Suddenly, there's like a lightbulb lighted above my head with the 'ting-ting' sound.
lol.
'Hong Kong Cafe!!!!!!!!!!!!!!'

Yea. Dinner at Hong Kong Cafe.
=D
And we had a sweet and lovely dinner.
*YumYum*

Oh, and i realise that I'm wearing the same top for 7 May and 10 May.
=S
I need new tops.
I need 2m.

I think I'm DOOM for Economics.
Cuz I'm plain stupid.

HAHA.

Last weekend, I went to watch the Wolverine movie at Lido!
And we were in Singapore's largest movie theatre!
o.0
Too big is no good.
Simply because it's TOO BIG.
Build such a big movie theatre for what. The screen end up being too mini.

There's marketing lesson later.
I hope everything goes well.
I'm seriously afraid of going to school.
=((

I feel depressed. =(

Life is such a bore. Haha.
Yes, Kevin?

Today's second week of school. I hope things go well for me.
Did i mention that my classmates are at least 10 years older than me?
I'm so scared.
I'm scared that I can't fit in.
I'm scared that they will think that I don't fit in.
I'm so scared of so many things.
I'm scared of school.
=(

I wonder, when will be the day where i find my life lovely, interesting and exciting again.
Can i be happy again?

It's a fading rainbow.